Its not your time.

I am 52 yo,and searching for home,but don't know where my real home is.I know this because of the Coincidences i have experienced and should not really be here,but like all humans you learn to go with the flow. 1st Experience was when I was 5yo I was in hospital,for drinking some strange liquid thinking it to be Orange juice.While surrounded by doctors,my 'other Self' was 'Hovering in the corner watching all the commotion,and it felt 'normal'. 2nd Experience at 9yo I vividly recall having an "out of body experience"literally my other Self lifted itself out of the physical and Floated out with the aid of a Silvery cord to my mothers neighbours tree I could not stay long and had to Return. 3rd Experience.Nearly drowned on holiday by swimming out a few hundred meters,I panicked did not have the energy to swim back.Was told to hang on for the next massive wave which would Rescue me.The sea was perfectly calm at the time. 4th Experience.At 14yo I grabbed through distraction the 'Live and Neutral cables while Experimenting with a radio I had just built.I Panicked as I could not Let go or move a muscle.Was told to Use Willpower,so with all my Strength I Released the cables.Was badly shaken but not stirred. In each Experience I was told by "Something 'IT'S NOT YOUR TIME' After watching and understanding Prof Jim Al Khalilis 'Youngs'Double Slit Experiment' Quantum Theory,and Multiverses I'm beginning to get the big picture.Great